Personal hygiene and personal

Some people might call me depressed. I'm calling it challenging.
I challenge myself to not shower for 4 days, but I did brush me teeth, to see how far along I could do it. I challenge my patience and re-arranged my furniture and interior design, again even though I was happy with it and now I'm unhappy with the final result.
I challenge my love and will most likely end all contact with my brother since he's an ass. I challenged my mood this weekend and went from crying to anger to not giving a damn.