"But I am strong, and smart, and spunky. I can do fifteen pushups in a row. I can make my dad laugh. I can rap. And one day, I’ll be able to separate my idea of beauty from my culture’s demands for thin."

From this article by Juliana Chang

"I would rather be poor in a cottage full of books than a king without the desire to read."

- Thomas Babington Macaulay

Asian Hippie Lady

Yeth. That's what I am.

I should start a video series of vegan food - where I cook vegan food, make everything from scratch and grow my own beard and wheatgrass.

I hate it when people use the word literally the wrong way. I literally hate it (see what I did there?) Where is this trend coming from? Literacy for lyfe!

To do list

• WALK OUTSIDE
• WRITE ON PAPER

my fav marvel

Deadpool
Guardians of the Galaxy
Ant man

DC go fuck yourself

Today I emptied my inboxes on both of my email addresses. And now I'm deleting bookmarks. I feel the catharsis is going down! I'm so badass.

Happy Valentine's Day!

I started watching Hungry for Change (2012) but I got very tired after awhile because of... wait for it, my colleague said that the best thing about me is that I don't say "DON'T DO THAT" instead I count up the things you can do instead... they just rambled everything you shouldn't eat for 1h and 29min. I get it, I'm a freelanced meat eater. Instead of picking on me, suggest what you could eat to not get cancer, to feel energized, jeez. I think I should start a positive trend on the Internet. Because we all know that the Internet is filled with negativity so I wouldn't be original.

Tomorrow it's 3 weeks without sin sticks. My plan was to go on a juice cleanse after that but I think I need an Internet and computer cleanse. So solely use my computer and the internet (phone included) for business purpuses only, not time wasting purpuse.
What is business purpuses then, you might ask, you 1 reader.
Let me tell you.
I spend a lot of time infront of my computer instead of sleeping, applying for jobs, being out in the fresh air. It is time to make my life meaningful and I don't think spending time on Facebook, YouTube or watching TV-series are meaningful to a certain extent. Of course I can do it, but it shouldn't be the majority of my time.

Instead I could be outside, meeting people, meditating, painting, writing, doing anything that makes my life better.

There's not really a great ending to this post.
The End.

Tonight at 9pm it's been two weeks. Feels like a fucking lifetime.

Personal hygiene and personal

Some people might call me depressed. I'm calling it challenging.
I challenge myself to not shower for 4 days, but I did brush me teeth, to see how far along I could do it. I challenge my patience and re-arranged my furniture and interior design, again even though I was happy with it and now I'm unhappy with the final result.
I challenge my love and will most likely end all contact with my brother since he's an ass. I challenged my mood this weekend and went from crying to anger to not giving a damn.

I like

Asian Food, Minimalism & Spinning.

Ceci unplugged

I used to care

I used to care about how I looked.
How I dressed.
I used to do my make up every day, and I was good at it.
I used to take selfies.
I used to dress pretty neatly, there was a thought behind it.

And now I realised that the 2 years I've been here, I don't care anymore.
I don't know if it's good or bad.

Matt Cutts: Try something new for 30 days

Well, I ought to try something new for 30 days.

I was thinking of

• walking 1h/day for 30 days
• writing 2h/day for 30 days
• be ruthlessly plant-based for 30 days
• apply for 1 job/day for 30 days
• paring down for 30 days

Let's begin!

Ps. not everything at once but I've already started with the 1h/day walk and it feels pretty good. I hope to write 2h/day tomorrow and continue doing that too. 

I want to become an editor when I grow up

Since I'm in seach for a new job and a new life technically, I started thinking about what I really want to do. Profession wise. And it came to me, just like that. Not just like that, this is something that I always wanted but didn't pursue thoroughly. I want to become an editor. I started in 2006 and studied Nordic Languages, Swedish at the UNiversity in order to get a degree in Swedish to become and editor. But I really hated that course and Swedish too. I was boring and kind of difficult. So naturally I failed the course and my dream was put on the shelf in the closet until I was back seaching for happiness. Instead I applied for a course in English but didn't even go to the first class. Instead I worked at the theatre to earn money and started to re-think my goals. I was thinking of biomedical engineering, psychology, business and yes, I turned to business. But you all know, probably not, that I ended up with Media and Communication as a major and now a degree in. So I'm almost there.

So what do you do when you know what you want to do?
Step 1: You google: how to become and editor

Step 2: Follow the steps you find on WikiHow.

Step 3: You are now and Editor!